Sorry to hear about the state of affairs RTB! Back to the Mon-Fri game eh?... I empathise with the sense of frustration, and the difficulty of clearing the Matrix from one's physical existence, although I've not gone as far as you have in this regard :D ...I'm down to 9 or 10 x 12hr shifts/month, but I've no wee chicks in the nest and even Shanti's human is my flatmate, so no responsibility! One funny pleasure I sometimes get from going to work is the kinda twisted self-pitying melancholy at the start of a shift followed by the joy of walking out in the evening, free :D
And you're not the kinda guy to drop integrity and go chasing crypto for a living either! I hope work is not far and that you may find some reasonably like-minded people who will respect your position and how you live your life. Perhaps destiny has intervened to get you to spread the message by example and this move may be of benefit to others!?...the energy moves in mysterious ways :D
Good luck anyway my friend, there is no answer that the Matrix has for a life that has integrity, sincerity and unconditional love; it is powerless against the intangible goodness of life that it knows nothing of.
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Thanks @barge for the wonderful heart lifting reply :) i do hope the job goes well, as the owner seems a bit of a sociopath - iv'e had a few people warn me that he is very hard work to deal with. i miss the comfort of being sad - Nirvana - Frances Farmer will have her revenge on Seattle - i know what you mean.
You are right about crypto's, iv'e no interest in chasing squirrels like Homer Simpson. i do have a stack of silver though as long term insurance against inflation but most likely for the fast approaching economic collapse and reset of fiat.
Work isn't too far, only 35 mins which is great for here and the people at work should be fine, a few are ex employees and i believe they put in a good word for me. i suppose iv'e had a lucky life, i always seem to land on my feet. Big love to you and shanti buddy - summer is on it's way.