Thank you. I hope that is true and yes.. that is what im trying to do until at least its not as painful to revisit that pain when its time to face the reality.
I'm sorry for the loss of your mom too and i think not only i understand how you feel, I dont think im wronf to say im feeling exactly what you felt.
Shock is perhaps the way to say it. I did not cry as much as i thought i would throughout the whole event. not even the funeral. it's not that i dont feel anything.. but like i cant process what im feeling.
death of a close family member is a hard thing to endure and i would never wish it to anyone.