My mind is as murky as mud water
My thoughts are dark and scary
I need a moment to calm the sea that is my mind
To gather my thought about me
To tame the beast inside me
I need to stop and think
Oh! but I can't think
Every thought I have leads to a problem
Every problem leads to more problems
There is no solution in sight
Oh my head hurts
The Upvote is for your honesty, so I will answer honest too and tell you, there's no chance to find a worldly solution for that problem in this fallen/sinful world, the solution is just to find by the creator themself.
Relax your mind
dont get too tens bro...