Reading this made me feel a bit guilty, I'm not good enough as a student. I realized that in our last conversation, I felt I basically betrayed you all when I didn't come with update for my story for a month.
I felt I betrayed you when I only come when it's of convenience to me, but on the bright side it made me want to be a good student (not sure if I can, my record is full of impulsiveness that I can't be sure if I'd post this comment while writing it right now.)
I'm not sure I can stick to workshop if I returned now, I lack discipline. But when I'm sure I'd work on every suggestion you all give right away I'll be back stronger and show you "The Absolute Best I Can Be"
Oh, I can still come and chat right? ahmad overthinks again