I just don't know where I've been all this time or do I? (ruminating things, trying to be quiet as long as possible) but I hope you've recovered from whatever it is you caught.
Look, it's just that whole savior of the world idea that's exactly what's got this world screwed up. You know how you help people wake up? By being an example.
I feel so comfortably numb just drifting around and not caring much about the fate of the world.
How about taking care of yourself and from simplicity and love show all the good that can be done. That is a big step. There is a phrase that says that if you want to see a change in the world be that change.
At this point of the complexity of everything, I don't think there's any example to make. Everything has a light and a shadow so better just let go of the whole thing altogether.
As for taking care of myself, that's all I do and it isn't quite fulfilling, I think there's something I'm missing in the equation