I am sorry man. Lost my fam a long time ago...I hope you find your way out of the dark when it happens. I picked up deadly vices to kill the pain so no good advice here, so my heart goes out to you. Not in a shitty vote for vote kind of way just the life sucks kinda way.
Thanks for the reply...
Yeah , "life" is hard and exhausting ....
What are your "deadly vices"? How old are you? My favorite "vice" was Coke.... it smelled so damned good!!!!
Are you in your 20's?
Out of my 20s- smoking and liquor are my long term deadly vices. Others... well I got only one other person that gets to know those. You?
Mid thirties... out of Long Beach, CA USA