We really don't need to be rich to enjoy somethings in life, I am glad you've learnt that and have been able to let yourself do much of what you love. It is sad to hear that you are no more friends with this guy that so much inspired you to live up to this dream but I am also glad to hear that you give up on that...
We can still live life to the fullest, even with little... I love your photos!
thank you :)