Well, everywhere I go, I make pictires for two years now. Afyer some time it must start to workout, also, Im graphic designer, so it might help a bit as well.
For everything else, it is my passion and I love challenging myself. Though, Im aware of the dangers and always experince heavy confusion inside my head doing something difficult. Thank you for your comment, I hope it helps to understand that people who do things like these are afraid as well.