hello dear @alyssaauh!
Read your post and decided to reply, because I feel you especially at some parts very well.
First of all, congrats on going through all this intense and very challenging experience!
Second of all, sharing this with us! Coz I believe it can help a lot of people in different sense:
- prepare for such experience
- be more careful and prevent this from happening to them
- smth else whatever person gets from the story.
For me it was nice to sort of go back to my memories back when I was a student and used to live in a horrible horrible dorm room with another four girls, in a tiny room all together and as a person, who goes to sleep at 10:30, well 11 pm latest and wakes up at 6 am to do the morning routine = that was challenging for me and my roommates, who were oppisite of me..
anyway long story short,
it brought me back the fun moments, memories, stories I had no matter the conditions I was in.
PPS: maybe I should write a post about my dorm experience haha.
Cheers and stay safe