Yeah... I think you're gonna get a lot of this but I too am a huge wuss when it comes to spiders. That was a monster and a quick mover too. Urggggghh, ha ha had a similar moment when I was in Thailand where I entered a hut I had rented for the night in the jungle of koh sok and there was a big ass spider inside the mosquito net on the bed. Luckily a friend I met on the dive boat caught it and ejected it from the hut. I would have ended up sleeping outside otherwise 😉 completely pathetic I know