Consumerism is about caring for oneself the whole time. Has it made you happy? Does it make you happy to care only about yourself 24/7? Capitalism is in its last phase, the people who are the foundation of this system completely alienate from each other and die with their system in complete loneliness. Sad story. But this is your destiny.
Thank you for your comment. We can only see the divine in others after we can see the divine in ourselves! It is only be seeing the divine in all that exists that we can see it in ourselves. This is a process that is very sacred and has nothing to do with the hive mind or external authority. Peace.