I understand, yes - I actually did not really think these types of experience were genuine until 48 hours before my first one. I had thought, wrongly, that if these things were happening then by now (or at least by 'then' - circa 2002) that we would collectively have good evidence of them. I didn't realise at that time, the extent of the coverup - for which we now have masses of very good evidence. I have also learned in this process that our own state of being and readiness determines to some extent what we encounter - not just in terms of 'ET's but also in life in general, though it may not always seem like that due to the extent of our injuries and collective/individual loss of consciousness.
I posted on steem some information about one of my encounters previously here. To fully go into all the details will take a lot of information and time, I may do it in in a book at some point - but if you have any questions I will answer. I really suggest watching some of the documentary on that page as the images/video of the vehicle are 100% genuine. What exactly the vehicle is, I cannot say 100% - but it appear to be a pre-matter form of plasma that either is conscious itself or contains conscious beings with the ability to reach us energetically.
Thank you for sharing this. I watched the video and the same night I saw another show where they were saying that the US navy is now formally looking into UFO sightings by some American pilots. Also there were people in the panel who talked about having seen UFOs in early 90s. I would like to read your book when you write it. May I ask if you felt different in some way after this experience?
Well, the coverup is such that anything the US government says about this subject will be half-truth or lies. They have been reverse engineering crashed vehicles for many decades behind closed doors and a long list of high ranking military whistleblowers have already publicly stated as such. This has been deliberately blacked out in the mainstream media.
To even explain a small amount of what I experienced would take a lot of time and words! The short version is that my life was completely changed immediately and I have never been the same since. Mostly it has been an evolutionary process that has benefited me, though there was definitely a lot of stress too, which had less to do with my connection/communication/sighting and more to do with the denial among humans and governments that pretend such things aren't really happening.
I know what you mean. It is hard to know what to trust anymore. I don't understand why these Governments wants to keep people in dark (may be some kind of "information is power" thinking).
Now I am even more interested to read your book! For me the personal impact of these experiences is far far more interesting than anything else. The time is right for your book now as the whole world is in a bit of a chaos and may be we can all benefit from the experiences of others.
There are many agendas involved, but yes, it largely revolves around power struggles and also fear of what will happen when they are found out. Generally, they appear to be reflections of our own self denial and guilt - so their behaviour doesn't so much make perfect sense as simply reflect our own choices that result in us losing power and never seeming to have enough as a result. Self empowerment is the key here, rather than revolutions!