😢 what a memory @stitchybitch, so sorry for your loss. But I'm glad that you've found somebody through steemit/discord 😊 you're so cool for sharing this story with us. Its inspiring though.
I think I need to check on my friends who were always there for me in the past just to make sure that they're alive and enjoy their life too. Don't blame yourself and you've made the right decision to keep your best memory with her and keep moving on, she probably wants you to be happy too.