New day new #ulog.....
On the picture thats my amazing baby girl😊 Sleeping while daddy is driveing. But even she sleep she is holding her food and no chance to take it out from her hands😂😂😂
You know if i am watching her i wanna be also a baby again. To forget the problems forget everything. Just eat, play and sleep. The best part of the life.
And when we are childrens i think all of us wish that we wanna be adults. We dont think about the problems because we just see that if we became adults we can do everything.
Than we find out later that that it was much better to be a child.
Like me now faceing a lot of problems and i am alone to find a solution.
Makeing bad and good decissions.
Why am i here now????? Why i have to suffer????
Sometimes our heart is weak. And we can make bad decissions. Maybe in that moment is a good thing but later we have to suffer just to help on somebody else who didnt deserve it.
I am not from a rich family that my parents can help me out if i am in trouble. So i was thinking and planing, collecting some money so we can start a new life.
Than the accident happened in the family and there was no other option. I had to decide that i let one young girl to die or we will have a hard time in the future.
Guess what i made......
The doughter of my fiancee's sister is alive and now i am in the situation that we dont have nothing.
And also we survived the 2 biggest typhoons in the last 2 years. Both of them made a landfall here in this area. But we are still here.When i came to #philippines to join my fiancee and settle down i had my plan.
But now we have to move. Go to my country even there is not much better. But at least i can work. The question is just how?
How to buy the tickets?
Almost all the documents are in our hands thatwe need for the visa but really i dont know how to buy the tickets.
I know i will find a solution because i know that i cant wait for miracle. ( miracle like tomorrow morning i wake up and my post have a reward of 1700 dollar or i win on the lottery) 😂
The worst in this that even we can go home somehow we have also a family here. We have our farm here. And i have to fix the irrigation so we can have income again. Money money and more money. No income just expenses.
This is when we grow up.
How i wish to be a child again..............
The most beautyfull baby😊
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yess absolutly agree. But sad to tell i am already 34 so i am just dreaming😂 Maybe if they make a time machine😁 Until that trying hard to do my best for my family😉
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