It hurts letting you go, but sometimes it hurts more to hold on.
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Today's my 13th day in #ulog of our own Sir Terry boy @surpassinggoogle.
It hurts to see someone walking out of your life but what hurts most is when your still holding on but the other part wants you to let him go.
For more than 20 years of my life, I have been spending my life with him. It's not a merry go round ride with him but still we also have happy memories together. We don't have a child of our own but we managed to love one of my sister's son who's named is JAD (Jeric Adrianne), I thought we are what we call family because we're complete already and also having a child of our very own has not been an issue to us.
Until the day I learned the truth, he's been hiding a woman and they lived together without my knowing. I don't know how to feel and I don't know what to do, I had been blaming myself that it's me, it's my fault because I had been too busy working for the family I wasn't able to forsee the upcoming things that will happen to our relationship as married couple. I cried a lot that I even hold my breath in order for me to die but my sister saved me from the misery, she told me things that would encouraged me to live. She cried as well because she's hurting seeing me like that, her family is not perfect too but she managed to go on with her life without her husband's aid. My father and my siblings are the who truly cares and love me but I abandon them and now I was blessed to recover from my misery and I learned to forgive the people who hurts me most and embrace the love of our Almighty God as well as my family's love.
That would be all for now steemians! Good day and have a blessed afternoon everyone.
