Hi and Welcome Everyone to My 3rd #Ulog!
That's the cat's ass on the right! >>>>>>
So far I haven't gotten real deep, down and dirty yet. I'm usually a pretty vulnerable and authentic woman, yet I have been holding back a bit on STEEM for some reason. If you have known me from facebook, you'll know I hold very little inside. I've caught shit time and time again through the decade I've been on there for being too much. I say it how it is...
Maybe I finally realized that no one cares about my problems. Maybe because I've only been here for under 2 years and don't know that many people yet, that I censor myself a bit. I don't know...I do know that I'm a #hotmess of extreme proportions. I've been holding it all in lately and I think it may be causing me some health issues.
I'm still not ready to unleash my darnkess on you all. I am going to stick to the light side for now...Cats & Bees!
I can hear you breathe that sigh of relief :)
Edgar made the mistake of jumping up on my lap this morning as I was on the computer, so an impromptu photo shoot with laptop is the only answer to that behaviour. She is one unimpressed Edgar...
Okay there was real fear in her eyes in that last one LOL!
I'm still waiting for her kittens to be born, should be any time now. If I put my hand on her tummy I can feel them moving around, it's SO AWESOME! Probably what prompted me to change my profile photo to one of me with baby Stryder. I'm all maternal now and nothing and no one can stop me! Mua hahahhaaa!!
As promised, the bee's knees!
It's definitely awesome to go outside and hear the sounds of summer, mainly buzzing coming from our apple tree. I even saw a hummingbird there today but didn't have my camera.
No matter how sad or imbalanced I get, all it takes is some time outside with nature to feel relief. Nature is my antidepressant! Beauty feeds my Soul...
One Last Photo of Edgar (sans crazy lady)
I think she's still mad at me...
Yeah baby!
Ditch Facebook and never, ever go back, unless of course you want to be a.........
I look forward to you ‘unleashing the darkness babe’ 👊😉
Bwa hahaha, I have to stay on facebook until the last man's out! How else are my friends supposed to learn about STEEM, and wow, it's taking a while to sink into their consciousness!!
I think there are certain people who stay on FB because they don't (for whatever reason) create, our feel like they create, original content. They share others' content, without comment. Ergo, making a blog of their own doesn't appeal, or even intimidates them. I use FB and Steem very differently, which speaks to how FB is a very different function. Ykwim?
Absolutely I know what you mean, soon a more fb like app will run on the blockchain and people will be all over it!
Maybe Ulog will actually be the place for me...facebook has gone south as far as I am concerned. Happy pictures of happy people..Not..since I know their real ass story most of the time. Dont like the expectations to copy and paste. blah blah blah. Not sure anyone really cares about our problems 100% of the time, we all got them, but I will listen to yours, that way I can forget about mine. World is fucking full of them. When I think what a mess it is in. I sit on my deck and live in a bubble. That works for me. Anyhow..spring is for sure here and busting to get out. Which is how I feel. mostly like I want to friggin scream sometimes. I really want to stop doing and just sit by the ocean. maybe eat cake at the ocean. Still nursing my poor piriformis. are you having the kittens or is Edgar? Feeling maybe like you need to be a mommy again? That somehow never leaves me. Other than that I would rather be here then in Hawaii with the Volcanoe. xx much love
We gotta get you to Hawaii and pronto! <3 <3
Edgar and I are sharing the experience haha, I don't know if she's consenting or not, but I'm nosing my way in there regardless. She seems to really like me a lot so I don't think she'll want to hiss at me if I come near her babies, but we'll see...
I like that:
No No. I would rather be here than Hawaii. yikes...a lava pool and getting worse. Mother Nature is angry over there. I will go to Fiji. or something like that. Maybe Aruba. Yes, I think Edgar knows and senses that you are a good pussycat midwife. lol. Sadly or not so sadly and for good reason it is true. If I think about the pain in my hip and concentrate on that I actually totally forget the pain in my knees. xx
Omg that's awkward, yea, let's not send you to Hawaii after all lmao!! Bwa hahhahahahaa I swear I'm not trying to kill you lmao!!
ah ....but maybe. have you read my will?
We love you, Lynds! 💙💛 Let it out!
And I live the impromptu photo session. 😻 Thank you so much for the contribution to the Yuan vet fund! 💜💚 He is helping me Steem right now.
Awwww, nice Halping Yuan!! Such a great companion <3 <3 Waving to Maggie too!!
I'm honoured to be able to help a little bit, thank goodness for STEEM!!! Who ever thought we could help each other in real life by using social media <3 <3 oxoxo And its only just the beginning...vet bills today....tiny home tomorrow!!!!!!
💚 I so holding space for that vision ...fulfillment of dreams for all of us!
Hai toothless edgar .. hahahaha
I like her sharp eyes :) :)
They are such a likeness of each other, I love that you point this out!!
Haha.. yap, they are both very similar.. ;) ;)
Never be afraid to unleash @lyndsaybowes you're in good company here :) .. light/dark we're a living embodiment of both, we need the dark as much as the light for it's how we grow and learn. Indeed without the dark night would we truly appreciate the rising sun .. or savour it's dying rays. Thanks for sharing my friend.
Thank you as always for your empathy and huge, compassionate heart PerceptualFlaws...damn I loves you!!
We all have two sides Lyndsay, when we first met on TSŪ, I loved hearing your political ravings, And it's good that you have very strong beliefs and feelings. But sometimes we need a break from the world. I have been away from FB for over 3 weeks now. And it feels good not to be involved with all that political shit, i was reading everyday, getting uptight because frankly people just weren't listening or plain didn't care.
I made myself sit and think about other ways to change people's minds and consequently the world, that is increasing becoming more violent. Its on going but I am becoming more positive that things can change. Mother Nature has given us a place to live and the tools to use. We just have to hold her hand more than we do. Mum knows best. 💜
Thanks for sharing your truths with me Andy <3 <3
💜💜 I do my best Mate 😁
Yes, Yes, Yes. 3 times. Mum always knows best, yes the world can change and it has gotten more violent, and I decided to hide in Seabright and rest my weary soul just awhile, too tired to try and change people, my community, my city, town, province, country and the world. So.............in hindsight and reflection the best way is one small step towards mankind each and every day. Just a little at a time. I also burned the soapbox. xx
I'll build a new soapbox for two 😎😎
Wow! I am at a loss for words. Imagine that, if you will. lol :)))
shall I move over? lmao
Nice shoes 😏
I have the dress to match
The box or the shoes?
That is definitely an angry face from her. Glad you unleashing can't wait to here it 💯🐒
You are truly inspiring Lyndsay. Sometimes the best way to help a troubled world is just to be a beautiful example of love in a state of zenlike consciousness who knows all but does not rise to the bait of aggression.
These photos show this side of your nature beautifully. Can’t wait to see the kittens😍 BE LOVE ❤️💛💚
Thanks for the soothing and uplifting words my SiSTAR!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I appreciate you so much!!
That's great, it's Mrs. @lyndsaybowes likes the cat, just like me
As long as Edgar doesn't make you yearn for another little bundle of joy...lol
ha. just totally remember now Stryder and that wife beater shirt. too funny
3rd generation hahaha!
You are an amazing mother @lyndsaybowes, I am sure everyone is grateful and happy to know you.. much love <3 <3 <3
So beautiful flowers mam. Happy to see you also started @ulog post. Sir @surpassinggoogle really created amazing thing in our steemit community.😊 if you free visit my ulog too mam.☺
I'm happy to see you in the #ulog movement, well done @sushovon002, and you are a very talented artist.
Thanks for your lovely reply mam @lyndsaybowes.😊
Holding it all in maybe unhealthy, I say let it all out, vent it, say it and be done with it, nice tattoos by the by.
Thank you MR. Deliberator Sir. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 I loves ya!!!!!!
Welcome, loves ya too. Or two lol x.
What exactly is a ulog? I've been out of the loop lately; my landlord whooped my ass and has my computer locked away in a storage unit :(
Beautiful pictures though. I think you should be able to say whatever the fuck you want on here, I'll certainly listen :)
Oooh I'm so glad that you're back on! So computer is back now, or are you using something else right now? I sure hope things are all sorted.
#Ulog is like a daily journal, a reason to write every day. Here's the most recent article about it, you will find the guidelines here as well as some most recent successful #ulogs >>> https://steemit.com/ulogs/@ulogs/daily-ulog-featured-posts-and-curation-and-the-power-of-a-steemit-post
Thank you for your HEART!!!
No no, not yet. I unfortunately have to get a lawyer involved. It's a long story, but I'll most likely make a post about it once I have it back. I'm on my phone at the moment, but I'm not sure how much typing I can handle on it haha.
That actually sounds really up my alley. My notebooks are filled with tons of random thought-excerpts. Thanks for turning me on to them, I'm gonna check it out!
Oh wow, I wish you the best of luck and hope that you get your Justice!
I find it damn near impossible to use a phone haha I don't even have one, I couldn't imagine typing a whole blog on it! Wow...respect for those that do.
Haha no fuck that I could never type a whole blog on this thing. Just started to try reading on it. Hopefully compie will be back up and running soon!
One of the best cats I ever had was a black cat named Lightning. We called him that because he was born with a crooked tail that looked like a lightning bolt. We kept him because the pet store wouldn’t take him because of his tail. What a smart car he was. He had a lot of sassy attitude, but he was quite well behaved. I miss him.
Awww....bless his heart <3 <3 I'm so glad you had the experience of having a good cat, some are real nightmares!
Cats are like people. Most are good, some are bad, and the odd one is great!
@lyndsaybowes, Your tattoo designs so awesome when you made on your hands. It gives you most awesome looks. Nice to see Edgar and faced camera eye.
That's good think to success your idea. I'm hodl my steem yet for next price up. So impressive flowers clicks gorgeous see.
Oooh I will always HODL my STEEM.
What I was talking about by "holding back" I meant in an emotional way, with my writing. Another way to say it would be: I am not revealing enough of my true self.
Does that make sense @madushanka?
There is a bit of holding my tongue sometimes here on Steemit for me as well. FB is actually becoming my space to rave a bit more.
It has long been my feeling that spring can bring with it emotiinal intensity.
Not meaning to drive you into deeper depression, but bought a tube, pump and bike tools yesterday in preparation of my Hacketts Cove Bicycle Tour. Just like summer, @novacadian is coming. 😎
Omg omg omg omg!! HAHAHAA you're too funny, yes, I am just devastated to hear the news that you're going to be coming down here hahhaha!! Are you kidding me lollloll I cannot wait <3 <3 <3
I think you're right about the Spring... hmmmm....
Awww...... You and baby Stryder are looking so gorgeously delicious. You make a handsome 'mummy and baby' pair. I love this photo and have added it to my collection.
I hid inside 'my dark self' for a very long time but talking about it really helped the healing process. So 'air' it baby, afterall everyone has those scary skeletons in their closets.
I wish you luck with Edgar.
Hey, you are one good girl and I appreciate you alot. Love you, xo xo
Thanks for the wise words Edith, I will take them to heart <3 <3 <3
I appreciate your presence so much too, thank you for being my friend and Sister!!
I can relate so much! My fb was wild times, and I don't do that here. Sublimating the darkness is a very taxing practice, and sometimes we hotmess type of people gotta sizzle and pop!
Nature's truly the best remedy. Amen, +100, times a million. Thank you for sharing the range of tenderness, the baby, the bees, the black cat. Blessings
I really like how you put that!!! Thank you for blessing this blog with your awesomeness @creationofcare! Great to see you again xo
wow, very beautiful photo, I like your way of taking the picture, so that your photo looks very good, I really salute to people who have soul art, because the soul of art is not owned by everyone, and art has a very high price. Thanks for sharing, and wish you a wonderful day....
Great words my friend xo I sure hope you have a wonderful day today too!!
Hi lyndsaybowes, I have not greeted lyndsaybowes for a long time, forgive me 🙏🙏
Heyyyy @rudirach!!! Long time without seeing you, thank you for stopping by!
I have to admit. Very nice cat's ass :)
I will let Edgar know, she'll be pleased :)
Gorgeous blooms! I'ma jealous!! Just beautiful! Was riding in a friend's car with Windows down and had a bee fly right into my face hard, then right out the window! I was stunned, but not stung. Wonder how severe the bee was impacted?
Omg poor little humble bee hahaha I'm hoping there was no permanent damage, and glad you didn't get stung either!!
I didn't get a close enough look at it so it was either a bee or a wasp. Unfortunately I have a feeling it was more likely a wasp😕 versus a bee as it seems like our wasp populations are growing. 😢
amazing photography, really gorgeous cat, wonderful flowers with amazing colour.
haii @lyndsaybowes, congratulations your very beautiful baby. hopefully your family in happy condition always ..