It is a lot of hard work to keep that demon in check my friend. I've been tempted many times to surrender to him and just go with the flow. Going against the grain to stand on a principle of love, compassion, patience, forgiveness, peace and freedom is TOUGH WORK!
I get tired at times and just want to go away to recoup. I've had to do that over the last few days and only now do I find the strength to even interact with people. Thank you for your support and encouragement. I have noticed and I appreciate it very much!