I appreciate your gracious response, to my blunt honesty, in your service (as a fellow sufferer & seeker).
Consider this, Rok. This outburst of yours is not sometimes, but often.
You spoke, earlier, of dying to yourself (a necessary part of rebirth) yet I see this unbecoming, petulant rage as an undying part of the old you.
Consider, too, that at the heart of world-contempt lies self-contempt.
Lastly, you know who hates ‘love and light’ most? Forces of darkness.
Consider that you might be in the grip of this, as Blake said of Milton:
of the devil’s brigade without knowing it.
This would explain the destructive, deeply disturbing aspect of your post (it has left me physically sick).
You are a true friend.
Most would not go out of their way and share the way you have.
I didn’t consciously put this out as a test, yet somehow feel by this last response that you passed. Lol.
(I’m certain you shall feel lighter and well on the other side of the ‘purge.’ My apologies for the unintended side effects.)
💖
❤️
Again, thank you for the feedback...
Of course, there is art that is dark - and your input was needed to make a few refinements to this and get the alchemical blend right. Rushed it out and yeah, there was a toxicity in/to it that required edits and additions to get it where it needed to be as the full-spectrum piece intended - which would not happened without your bravery.
You shall be well-rewarded with gamma & blessings. 🙏⭐️
Sometimes, we need others to overhear ourselves...
I would not have written, Rok, if I were not susceptible (both to your inner storm, as well as your longing for transformation).
Thank you, again, for receiving it as you have.
_/|\_Peace, Yahia