You have no idea how much it helps me to read this because I've been feeling this way my whole life without understanding why.
I'm still in school now but ever since I was a kid I remember always saying to ppl how excited I was to be retired already... Sadly enough, many times in my life I have had suicidal thoughts and part of these thoughts were myself thinking of ending my life before entering into the workforce... All to say that I relate 200% to what you wrote in that post. I' ve never been able to hold on to a job for more than 8 months (even that was a miracle for me:P)
BUNCH of different ways you can support yourself. Believe that you can find an Alternative that fits you and start looking. Something will ariseMaybe jobs aren't for you @steemityourway There are a bunch
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For sure!
I found my calling and will get the degree necessary to pursue it, but the fact is that the workforce does scare the fuck out of me regardless:P
Why?
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