I already reached this far and I won't give up now @libertyranger since people from the past and present especially had and are fighting alongside me for my struggles and I felt that I can't let them down. I still love to live and this life now that my pains are subsiding thanks to my expensive medicine, better things are ahead for me now.
It is quite sad that some people there at US turns to a drug that won't solve any problem ever. Maybe the root cause is helplessness but steemit can help financially and morally and it is possible and it is happening and we are just fortunate that we are here now and turning our lives for the better one steem at a time.