It's time to let go of my Superhero
One day she heard of betrayal and her face is full of dismay. Tears incessantly rolled down from her eyes. She asked, "why did you do it, what have I done" but he was just silent. Without a word he left and abandoned her world. She was left with nothing but happy memories, so happy that remembering it is a torment. The thunder and lightning no longer scares her, but is still making her cry. She still remember the warmth of his arms that used to comfort her. She can't help but ask, "where is my superhero..."
It has been 8 painful months since he left us. The wound is still fresh and I am literally crying while creating this. We were once happy but he choose another woman over us. It was devastating and it awaken the deep-seated sadness in my heart.
Are we not enough? Are you ashamed of my failure because I did not finish college and I am a dropout? Are you sorry for our situation now that our businesses has been bankrupt? Are you not happy with us?
Those are just some of the questions I kept asking myself. Until now I don't understand why this has to happen. I am always tempted to ask God why he has to punish us after all that we have done to follow him and serve him, but I know questioning him is wrong. I just don't get it, why do we have to go through this pain.
Now who will be there to be with my Mom as she grow old? Who will walk me down the isle on my wedding day? Who will be there to keep us safe in times of trouble. Who will be there to hug my Mom on a cold night...
He is gone... Gone with someone else. He will walk somebody else down the isle. He will keep somebody else safe. He will be hugging somebody else on a cold night.
We were once happy.
But now...
It's time to let go of my superhero... but he will always be my Dad.
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She started to bloom like a flower, but she felt like a child again in his arms. The love they shared is incomparable and even time can't separate them.
But I was reminded of what God said; that whatever sufferings we may have on Earth can't be compared to what he has in store for us. We just have to keep our eyes on the price. It may hurt now but it will all make sense later on.
God taught me to forgive, it would take time but I know one day I have to let go of my anger. God taught me to love, it will not be easy but I know I have to.
As you have said on my post earlier po, "keep moving forward". Time heals all wounds. Although, the wound will still be there but trust God, He has a better plan for you po. Keep the faith!
Thank you so much for this sweet note. You're right, we just have to trust God.
You're very much welcome po. :)
Aw :( the biggest heartbreak of a girl really comes from her father. Stay strong for your mother.
That is true. Our Dad makes us feel like princesses and him leaving is really devastating. But there is always a reason for everything. I will definitely be strong for her. Thanks. :)
I remember something that made me cry.
What is it? Here is a virtual hug from me!
You always write with such pain, beauty and eloquence.
I'm rather speechless now and will just give you a virtual hug instead.
I am using this medium to keep me well and to release the sadness I have. This is something I cannot do on other social media platforms-afraid that i might be judged. Thanks as always for your virtual hugs. 💜
💕Challenges will come to test us...and most of all make us stronger. We can't control anyone...and if they decide to leave, ideally we let them,..but in reality we can be angry...and ask why. I guess we don't have answers for everything...I just hope that time will help you heal.🌺
Exactly. But we have answers to all, its just that there will always be a time for everything. There will come a time we will understand and we will have answers to our questions. It's just a matter of when is the perfect time. Thank you so much by the way. 💜
You're welcome..looking forward to more posts from you;)'🌺💕
Prayers for your Family .. Godbless @hundredlbsbeauty :)
Thanks, @jaycee7viral. This simple note means a lot to me.
First is I am sending a virtual hug. Magtagalog nalang ako ha pero I will still try to write in English.
Salamat sa pagbabahagi mo ng iyong kwento. Sa wakas nadaanan na din kita @hundredlbsbeauty nasa computer shop ako ngaun so less iyak muna ako. Pero sa totoo lang sobrang heart warming ng naishare mo. Hindi ko man pinagdadaanan yan, although si Tatay e may ibang babae din and it really pains me to see my mom cried. (Nauwi pa ng bahay si tatay ). Patatag lang tayo you have all the support that you need. Aside from God, you now have your virtual family here sa steemit and there is no judgement or what not here. You can just be yourself and healing will takes place.
Salamat @tpkidkai. Ang sarap lang ibahagi ng mga karanasan na nagpatatag at patuloy na nagpapatatag sa akin. Kasi malay mo someone might be inspired out there. Thanks for the comfort and the encouragement. Ang sarap lang talaga na walang bashing dito sa steemit haha.
Oo tama compared dun sa kabilang social networking site. Nakow! Basta you have all the support that you will be needing. Emotional muna pag mayaman na lahat pwede na ang financial din 😂😂
This makes me cry but Hey! Cheer up, Gods plan for you and your family did’nt end there. He will turn sufferings into joy, sadness into comfort. You have you second family, which is OHANA. Godbless you bhe. Be strong!
Thanks, @gheghenrv. I really don't want to make anyone sad but this is really how I can connect with people. Thanks for the kind note. I am really glad to be part of Ohana, it really feels like home. I am glad I come accross you guys, thus i am not alone. 💜