Well, sounds like someone got up on the wrong side of the bed this morning.
I agree with a lot of what you're saying. We perpetuate ourselves because... well, if we didn't feel the drive to do it, we wouldn't be here, would we? Kind of goes along with my decision not to have children.
But there are some moments of beauty and excitement to be had while we're here. Hope you find a few.
Most of my posts are like that. Sure there are moments of excitement. Otherwise we would all kill end ourselves.