Hm, if you're currently struggling with funding, then the income from your witness is crucial. I understand that having your servers break down in this already stressful time, is far from optimal, but it happens.
While I appreciate the update on your breakdown and your decisions on how to move on, my witness vote for you stays for the next week because I hope that you'll find the strength to setup new servers!
If you need temporary help to set up the servers, then please let me know.