You have to step away from the actual world to learn how to make a wage in efforts of some day returning to enjoy the actual world. But it'll be too late then. You'll be sick, tired, bitter, physically unable to, and thinking of how it's better to save that money for your children. When I say actual world I mean that of wonder and exploration, nature and thinking, self healing and family. What if we didn't have to step away in false hopes? What if we simply didn't need to make money? That's where all the philosophy and understanding books came from. They came from people who could afford to linger in the moment and not stress about money, but just be and do whatever they wanted, with the funds to do it.