But then the life is changing so people are like that, it is the beginning, but it is expected, there will be another good girl, the end point, pupil love is just beautiful memories to incubate bitch, remember.
"Reng! Reng! Reng ..." - Voice message from the phone.
What class are you in?
We are in the same class
Seem fun !! May I pick up early!
Uhm, I wait.
What do you want to eat?
Phở, yesterday, he said craving.
I say play that you remember, well my best friend.
Receiving the message, An threw the phone to bed, it covers the blanket, face down on the pillow. The words "best friend" make it so painful! For long, that concept is gone. Do not know whether Khang pretends to fool or he has not realized his feelings. A friend of each other over 9 years, but it is always giving more. He understands Khang more than himself, but Khang is always innocent of countless sins.
Their two children are less than three hundred meters apart, so Khang always welcome him to school. And today, too, sitting in Kang's car he still asked questions, but in fact he was very shy. Previously it did not have that feeling, but starting from the end of year 8, things have changed gradually until now. Take it breakfast, then go to school, on the way he said:
We ... sit back together again!
Then of course - An smile.
Although it does not want to have more beautiful people but you must admit that this girl is beautiful. Yong sit hovering on the lower eye and beat his shoulder An laughing said:
How did you find her at the first table?
Well, you're supposed to saw it - An answer.
Ừ. I have just "kicked" the day before
So he turned away and said nothing. Every time it hurts! It is well known that he knows it, but just as a friend, how can it blame him. Every time I love someone, it is in the sadness and reflection. Sometimes it is a bit jealous, why is this time again the person chosen by Khang is not it. But Khang is not indifferent, he is also interested in it!
When going to school late, Khang often asked what he wants to eat and then down the canteen, he likes to drink fresh water so always buy it. But every time he looked at Kang and the girl at the head throwing the letter back and forth it cold cold, sometimes it put on the toilet sitting alone. Since this is hot, the two of us often go out to the coffee shop doing homework. The sun shines on the glass door, radiates to the An, looks like a pure natural angel. Sometimes a breeze blows his hair to his face, fluttering on the page, making it difficult to write. Seeing that, Khang suddenly gently raised his hands to tear his hair in the back, grasped not to let any fiber fly around to entangle it. Speaking softly:
- You keep doing everything else to keep me worried.
He blushed, embarrassed to just sit and write, and the scene was so cute, a son was sitting in his hair to keep his daughter studying. Each time she was so caring about how caring she was in her heart. It was because of that that made it like a trifling friend. How late troubles dissolve. It does not matter who Khang liked who, or how to say bile to another girl, just knew that he liked Khang, liked it a long time ago. But how can it be disclosed, around how many people KANG, from time to time it is not yet the child was selected. What's wrong with that? But Khang does not once look at him, making him pessimistic and thinking Khang does not like him, so he has the courage to say it all. It is afraid of the unknown and the emotional feelings of friends are no longer, so over 3 years it was silent to hide.
Day noel, Kang small lead head to go out, now small is Khang's girlfriend. It is also Khang accompanied. At first, it hesitated but did not understand why it agreed. It was 4 pm but it came soon 5 minutes, the other was late and asked for Khang to carry. Since then, it has become invisible. Khang talked, joking, young people sit up allot things, but Khang all the way. Sometimes glaring glance at him glance at it.Key eyes, it smashed Khang's shoulder and said:
"Your hobbies are the flowery girls?"
- Now girls, every girl loves to bust with her boyfriend! - Khang replied the avocado province.
Listen to Khang said, it also can not control anymore, so hurried to leave, Khang also to keep running, but scared angry so again. It is not uncommon for such a case, this is not the first time it sulks on. Even though it is sad to hurt, but whenever Khang hang out with his girlfriend it blindly agrees. If every day, two children as a pair of identical, when a third person appears, it becomes a surplus. Having been friends for more than seven years, it is strange that Khang's character, but once dropped out, his mood is heavy. Everything that Khang made, is also the end Khang. At all times, Khang is still active. A few days ago, he did not call or text messages, but Khang passed it to the library, by chance to make peace. Sit on the car, it also does not open mouth say anything, so Khang asked:
Are you angry again?
Ừ ...
I find that small is good so you want to make friends and then only!
But ... I just want each of you to be my best friend.
Eh ... I ... sorry.
Say then two children also imprint. In the library it quietly find some novels and sit reading, Khang is passionate about the detective. Since it was quite late, there was only one table near the window. In the afternoon, the sun was shining brightly, and it was touching his face. Seeing it "miserable," Khang smiled, bringing the story back to the window, straight to the sun in a casual way. Yong is to cover it from the sun. Yong always cared silently for every little thing of it. If not because of too much promiscuity, Khang also become the mimicry in his heart already. Complicated short comic book, so every time finished reading, Khang to sit waiting for it, just laughing and watching him laugh, he also did not know why. When he left, he still silent silent and Khang is the opening words:
You know you are the worst when?
Are not!
It was when you were angry and did not talk to me, every time, so you face me very uncomfortable.
"That's all for you," he replied coldly
I did something wrong ... I broke up with that little girl!
Why?
It always said, do not make friends and think to play with you so I broke up!
Yeah ... that's right! I'm angry with you too! - She smiles.
Yong and it is so fun to do so. For him, Khang was a wonderful thing that God gave him to replace his father. Although Khang is very sad to make it but Khang is also fun. Sometimes he thinks a bit more, he sees himself as a whisker, but he also wants Khang to have a good lover, though it is not. The words it says are heavy, but Khang is not always open mouth is good friends, it is fun but really it is looking forward to receiving more than that, just flicker and hit just a little bit He does not like the feeling of being confused and looking only at the sight of Khang. She was afraid to speak out and even the feelings of friends also gradually, it scared the feeling of not comfortable, afraid of Khang, and the two of them to avoid each other. Sometimes it wants something to happen like this, but sometimes it wants to be on the other side of the line. When looking at Kang laughed with the girls it was uncomfortable. He intended to revenge intimately with the boys but could not do it. Because there is only one in each.
During the last two years, the two have focused on learning more. He is good at natural subjects, and he is good at social studies. Discourse against Khang is a long shot. So now Khang is not able to copy and keep up with the post, partly because the teacher lectured quite fast. Seeing him squinting, he thought about it a moment and then raised his hand to stand up:
- Miss, she said a little slow, I did not catch up.
The class glanced eyes, a gifted teacher as natural as it needs to teach her alone. So, he understood the story. He looked over, then just smiled slightly, Khang late head withdraws the message. It received, immediately opened, see the "thank you letter" is grafted on the picture a long hair ghost, no eyes. Lifeless, it dropped the phone. No matter where, the music suddenly came out, the teacher immediately discovered and his phone was withdrawn. Despite all the words she was not moved, she cried for fear of being hit by her mother.
- I stole it in the teacher's room!
It was not immediately happy to see Khang turned away on a hand holding a sheet of paper, he asked again:
Where are you going?
Down to write a review, may I was arrested by the supervisor, to meet her Van is dead.
Now ... I do not know if I should say thank you or apologize to you. - Voice it baby.
I like to thank you more. You're picking up the phone is my fault.
So ... Thank you.
Yong smiled and pinched his cheek and turned away, he was still staring at Kang's silhouette. His heart seemed to burst from his chest. By now he knew he would never stop loving Khang. Deep affection is, but it rarely does anything for Khang, but Khang is different. Though not once said his feelings, but because it Khang can do it all. It reads one sentence: "The path from friendship to love is very short but from love through friendship is impossible," and it is afraid of that, so now, for it, can silence is national policy.
On March 26, the school organized camps, activities. Its blocks also have fun activities between classes. Yong and it is divided into a couple involved with the task of passing the ball by mouth. But ironically, in the process, there was a problem. At the moment, their lips were inadvertently touching each other. Everybody sees you, yelling at you, causing you to drop the ball. The students in the class poked: "You intend to wish each other An Khang prosperous year." They just stand like planted, everything is going up. And then, the girl in the group accidentally said a sentence:
- How long is your class so happy?
Everything seems quiet, no one dares to say anything, Khang just laugh except. Since that day, it has been thinking a lot, will Khang and it still have such opportunities? Then the feelings of it, Khang can know. Time is passing by day, it is still hesitant, now do not disclose what will be the next, or just the secret that it buried for many years. Now it's new, Khang did not like it, it's okay to only know his love once, he believes that the so-called friends over 9 years will not because of this is lost. So it appoints Khang a familiar coffee shop to do the task. They look at a long level, then it dared to open the words directly into the story:
You know?
What to know. To
For a long time, I did not see us as close friends, because ... I ... th..í ...
Khang reached for his hand covering his mouth and then shyly replied:
- Do not say it again. I will feel very guilty, shame will not dare to face him.
He felt rejected, his cheeks flushed and said,
Well then, I understand, I do not bother you anymore
You go out and say it all, I feel bad and ... cowardly! Well, he said those words ... it was me. Actually I like him a long time ago. That feeling started when I was in grade 9, I did not say anything to dare say. I do every way to cover all emotions, both my or promiscuous, too. But now I know I'm not alone.
But I'm the one, I like you since 8th grade - It's funny
Then they just looked at each other laughing. Since that day, things have not changed, just sometimes it and Kang often give out some emotional scent. Once, talking in the milk tea shop, it encountered information enrollment scholarship full scholarship in Singapore, two children decided to take the test. The exam is mostly about IQ test so it is very difficult for a child just good writing as it, Khang also just told me to do temporary. He did not expect anything from the results, because from the beginning, the two of them promised to try to join the university in Ho Chi Minh City, he and Kang are together to study together, go play. Just think of it, it's happy. Notice date, it has dropped, call Khang also said that the low point should not hope. Encouraging it, the two of you promised enough things, the feeling of freedom being together is so much fun. It is good fun, Khang understand it and it also understand that Khang is good. So the two hard work hard and enter the college entrance exam with a gentle mind. Fortunately, the assignment is pretty good. After days of black books, the two are closer, Khang often through the house it plays. Once, Khang to forget the phone at home it, intended to bring back, then it received a message saying: "so you decide just because the An without going to study abroad it? I know it's wrong but it still opens to see Khang's conversation with that friend:
You received a full scholarship to study in Singapore?
Yeah, but I can not go
Why?
Because, An! I have promised to study together in Ho Chi Minh City, I can not cut off feelings with it that go. But I'm still thinking. He and I also like to study abroad, it's my dream, I'm too sad to know how to do it.
So you decide to just because the children do not go to study abroad?
After reading it, his tears ran to Khang's house. He had to ask for it. This is Khang's dream, but it was extinguished, he said his whole heart, advised Khang full of words but Khang just patted his shoulder and laughed said:
- Actually I like you better than studying abroad. If we study together in Ho Chi Minh City and get together then it is worth the money to exchange scholarships. Being close to you is my biggest dream.
Just because the promise that Khang is so disrespectful, making it extremely moving. She felt the burden on her shoulder. He must pass the university in the city to be worthy of what Khang changed. At all costs it must keep the promise to new fault with Khang. It must compensate for what Khang has left.
But then, at the end of the results, she was desperate, her grades barely reaching the schools in Quy Nhon, she could not keep her promise. As for a person like Khang is overpowered, left a pile of points. She did not dare to face, nor told Khang know this. She was ashamed of what she received. It has been resting for so many nights, Khang put hope on it but gave up everything but received nothing, it felt guilty because the person who did not make the promise was again it. He is thinking of a vision of each one, can not be together anymore, and then when they go to college, they have less time to go home, do not say to meet, this love will hold. long, at some time, it gradually fades away. Khang not only did not go to study abroad but also lost the promise, hope. If it keeps the promise, it will be enough for what Khang has given up, sacrificed. It can not be just for that, losing the dream of Khang. Now, if it does not let go, it is not possible to work together but also to influence Khang's future. From the beginning, all is due to it. It was thinking a lot, crying also, pain is also there but it must think for Khang. Then he appoints Khang to a familiar coffee shop, today it is no longer shy as before:
I think we are just stunned, we are not mature enough at all, so I think I should stop ... I'm just tired.
Why? You do not believe me, or you think it's because of me, that you did not graduate well. So I understand, it's because of me ... anyway thank you all the time.
He closed his eyes, hurried to leave, he was afraid he would soft. It does not say everything, because with that character, Khang would not like to leave it away. It hurts, but if so then everything is new smooth, the only thing that Khang was attached to it, which now has nothing, so Khang is not busy. It does not regret the decision, sometimes just silly crying. Khang also has a pull message but it has tried not to reply. Then Khang also decided to study abroad, the day Khang to the airport it only know to stand away from the silent look until the silhouette Khang hide. For the person I like, it's decided to be a bad person for good results. It is possible that Khang has left his heart and still hatred, still think the reason for the break up is its selfishness. But then the life is changing so people are like that, it is the beginning, but it is expected, there will be another good girl, the end point, pupil love is just beautiful memories to incubate bitch, remember. He never blames anyone, everything from it, if Khang live well it is fun. It is the first thing that sacrifices properly for Khang. It did not keep the promise so it was to compensate for what Khang had left. Sometimes he misses extremely well, holding the phone he just wants to call Khang but it can not. After all, Khang changed his phone number, he did not know how to communicate, but it was good, so it would be easy to forget Khang. It is always positive thinking, Khang good life is what you have to regret, but rational mind how to win the heart, every night every night it always remember about Kang not sleep. At times sad, it is quietly sitting out looking at the window, looking forward to a familiar shadow, and remember the memories, beautiful moments of two children, tears do not stop how to roll, how to roll ... roll down ... roll and roll.
But it still believes in its beautiful affection and Khang and some wonders are waiting in the future. The conditions will meet again, debt will find, enough love enough will also overcome the distance and challenge whether it is now or later ...
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