More than two weeks of war. Silent blog

in #war3 years ago

Hi, guys!

Now I essentially write from two blogs, from my own and from my mother's. Once upon a time, she and I started blogging on Steam almost at the same time, and we are still doing this. Only now I have to drink from two due to the fact that my mother remained in the blockade zone, could not leave, leaving her animal shelter, and I keep her blog alive because in fact this is one of the main sources of funding for her shelter.

We moved out almost a week ago, eh. I still can't get myself together. The other day, I tried to call my psychiatrist to discuss adjusting my treatment regimen, but the call quality was so terrible that I couldn't have a proper conversation with her. But at least there was this connection, with my mother I didn’t have any at all.

I try very hard to return to the drawing and at least to some fragments of normal life, but apparently my psyche decided to fall into a deep stupor, and nothing can stir it up. I'm trying different tricks, but so far nothing seems to work.

In any case, I took my art materials with me and I hope that I will start using them after all. No wonder I brought them. Digital drawing or traditional - I will definitely get to one or the other.

Just before the start of hostilities, I signed up for a portrait stylization course, and now I don’t have access to it, which makes me very sad, because there I could just see a specific sequence of actions, and I wouldn’t have to think about it what and how to do. And now I feel so empty that such an instruction would be very helpful.

All good and peaceful sky above your head!

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Hi, I am so sorry about your situation and I can relate to what you are going through right now. Even though I can't ease your current situation, all I can do is to offer you to reach out if help of any kind is needed. There is ppl trying to help where they can. My thoughts are with your mom.

Ohhhhhh, I am so glad to hear you and your mother are alive. I was worried when I didn't hear anything back from Olga since day 3. Maybe I missed some posts, but I was checking for days and days. I hope she's doing ok there with the animals.
I'm so sorry you are going through this.

Sometimes I manage to get connection with her, last one was yesterday, and the situation was hard, but she was OK

Please send her my love.