Alright so let me just start off with, this is my first blog so take it easy on me.
Weed has been the thing that brings out the inner me. My real self. My whole life, I sulked. I was depressed, and miserable ever since I turned 13. I had a pretty good childhood. Looking back, I'm happy with it. But once I turned 13, and was going into High-school, i developed some anxiety and insecurities about myself. I loved playing all the computer games, Skyping my friends from all around the world, and I wore what i wanted to school as well, Sweaters with my favorite super hero on it, (The Flash lol), and people started to make fun of me. I'd hear them whispering and looking at me, laughing. It tore me apart and all I was looking forward too throughout the day was going home and living in my computer world with my friends that I can only communicate with through the computer. For the next 2 years, it just got worse and worse. I'd grow my hair out so I could hide my face because of how much I hated it, It was terrible. Back then, I was completely against smoking, drinking, all of that.
When I was 15, I started dating my first girlfriend. I was convinced I was in love, just like how everyone else thinks in their first relationship. But no more than a week later, she left me for her ex. Sad right? Lol, of course looking back on it I find it funny that I got affected so badly. But I then hit up my friends girlfriend known as " The Dank Queen" and told her I was down to smoke weed for the first time. I loved it. The burn in my throat, the feeling after that coughing fit, I felt happy. I felt like I could wear whatever I wanted to wear, I wasn't afraid of what anyone else thought, and I still am like that today. That is why I smoke weed.