I am swimming in one of these moments. 
I am on the low end of the happy vibes currently because I had to face a pretty sad truth about myself today. Dang it.
Perfection, why do you continue to elude me? 
Why must I present the perfected version of myself to my peers, when it can only hurt when I fall from my pedestal and land right on my ass in front of the world, as it's watching?
The great thing about this moment is I can try a new approach to it all, right now, live, before your fairly open eyes, steemit friends.
So here is what I want to do.
I want to alter the path of my life for a GREAT and BEAUTIFUL and PROSPEROUS journey, starting (again) right now. 
I will manifest only prosperity for that will be where I point my thoughts.
I will grow richer, and share it with my community here.
I will gain universal insight that baffles me yet allows me to exist above the poverty level forever.
I will resolve debts. I will love more. I will cry when I feel moved to tears and I will breath when anger strikes.
I will enjoy the storm I guess.
Ammachi may you bless me Ammachi bring wealth unto me please. Thank you Amma!
I'm enjoying your posts and catch myself looking forward to them- there's always a thread of authenticity and a not-taking-life-too-seriously vibe that I resonate with. This post reminds me of the human-ness (sp?) of it all. The guides are the only ones that know the true extent of my failures that I've spent so much time and effort trying to conceal and justify for fear of being found out. I just don't give a sh-t anymore. To me, life is just a collection of experiences; you're gonna rock some and bomb others. Might as well enjoy the ride- the truth is that no one else gives a sh-t either....
That is a great philosophy to live by, seriously. Problem is.. I get reckless. Too much risky behavior and it Leads me downward.
Not even sure why I am saying this to you guys - not strangers really.. but just representations of humans, all neat and tidy in a box of text. Feels safe. This maybe cryptic but, my situation is about to get rough. Any minute now.
We got u....no worries!
Awwwwwww 🤟🏻 Coolest ever you guys.
I try hard to remove my proverty level.your post inspire me. hope one day i remove proverty tag from my life
Keep it up, you will do well soon!
There is great power in manifestation.
It is not superstition or even an abstract concept.
Positive thoughts > happiness and connection with others > Prosperity
Negative thoughts > isolation and self-deprecation > Poverty
I've seen it a billion times. 7 billion to be more accurate.
That is very encouraging, and perfectly timed to what I needed to read. Thanks!
Mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them.If we are honest with ourselves, we have to admit that sometimes our assumptions and preconceived notions are wrong, and therefore, our interpretation of events is incorrect. This causes us to overreact, to take things personally, or to judge people unfairly.It is the highest form of self-respect to admit our errors and mistakes and make amends for them. To make a mistake is only an error in judgment, but to adhere to it when it is discovered shows infirmity of character.