If you want it, you will get it. If you don't, then you won't get it.
-Derek Weisman
The Occult is not so much as a mystery but a lifestyle. It exists whether you believe it or not. However, the real question should be if you want it or not.
Every man has free choice. Despite the rewards and consequences, there is no right way to live your life. Whether you want to live as a Christian, Atheist, or even Hindu, we all die in the end. Thus it is imperative that you make your own decision.
Here are several videos I made on my experiences with the occult. Hoping it will guide you on what you really want in life.