You have been an inspiration and you still will. We all have our own battles but I believe you you will surpass it. You chose that username for a reason, that I know. You believe you can surpass Google but I believe you can surpass anything you put your mind to. May you be blessed with the things you need right now, those you think you can't and hard to have. May someone or something be able to give those to you.
Keep inspiring people.
I am grateful