The Door you entered, surprisingly full of regret.

in #workinglife7 years ago (edited)

It hasn’t been a year when you had a change of heart, when you stopped doing the things that you love. Instead, it has been less than a year when you took courage, when you walked in that new door that opened an opportunity to experience something enormous...

You were known to be a fearless person - bold; someone who has brave banners flying in the wind; someone who, in no doubt, can carry the mass of responsibility that equals the trust he receives from the people around him. No one grows in comfort zones, your thoughts had said; so in that new place you were put on, you worked hard every single day. You worked twice as much as you did before because it feels like getting pressed hard against the wall. In that new place, you had sleepless nights and tiring days. You experienced the best and the worst that it could offer. I guess, it takes an emotional stability to live in that door. It takes great mastery of keeping a healthy mind when you hear the outburst that feels like a dagger in your chest every time you go to and come from sleep. Everything was coming strong before you and you had asked yourself a couple of times if it’s something you can live by or something that you can still scribble until it’ll become nothing but a reminiscence. Now, you are consumed, much consumed than you were ever before. I guess it was too loud in the place which is why you walked out the door the day I last saw you. After that door is a new dimension where you enjoyed the exhaustion. It is where you felt very secured and free. You then savoured that moment of silence, but every passing day in that spatial extension wasn’t making you grow. It has started to become a safe zone, but only in that place is where you have come across the understanding of something that has been obscure. You therefore began to see daylight on the problem. You began to see your real purpose, an almost forgotten one.

It wasn’t really comfort that you needed but CHANCE, one that requires you to redeem where yourself is best at. So now you are going back to your original course and continue from where you left off. It is there and then that you can do the things that you love - to TraInspire.

“So Im not leaving because in these times we need to stick together. I have so much love for our people and for this site. We are its cornerstones, find your strength and hone it. Let our courage and dedication fuel us to be better.”