For you that I love

in #writing7 years ago

For you a person I admire is silent, sometimes there are a thousand questions that cross this mind.

Could you still remember me?
Could you wait for me? Could you miss me?
Ah it seems like I'm hoping too much, you can not know this feeling, the feeling of a person who always silent when met with you who said he was silenced when he saw you.
For you who ever became my reason to emigrate, yes maybe you do not know but that's it, you are the beginning of my hijrah, because I used to think that women you surely like is a good woman, a woman who understands religion, sholehah woman. And first, I did not have it and decided to emigrate.



My deep feelings make me forget that my intention is wrong, yes it is wrong!
I forgot that the real hijra is only because of God! I forget it, I forget the creator. Naturally when the process of my hijrah Allah made my journey was heavy and it was just to make me aware of things that should now I change my intentions, I do my hijrah for Allah, I attached myself to him because I believe his plan MORE BEAUTIFUL.
and once again I make sure my hijrah is not for you now!


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@aishvatun

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