"We split up and met again, then you left this world"
The streets of Banda Aceh are still very quiet. Just seen a few vehicles passing by.the morning air was still very fresh, the flowers were blooming along with the sunlight that began to show itself.
Meanwhile, Nita, the figure of this long-haired woman is tracing the library campus. A smile looks beautiful on her tiny face, how not, it's been 3 weeks, Nita did not go to campus because of Holiday Semester.
"Finally school again".Nita said as she walked on.
Nita accelerated her pace, her mind increasingly looking ahead.he looked around, but he did not find a figure he really wanted to meet.
Nita is deeply touched by the sincerity of Nathan's love, even though both have not revealed it yet, and Nita wants to always see her smile even from afar without being able to touch her beloved figure.
Nita looked more and more anxious. But his anxiety immediately vanished when he found the figure he was looking for.the figure was lying under a tree located in the backyard of the school.
As her cuff is folded between her body, complete with earphones always attached to her ear and Books that stick in her hand .. She is Nathan.
Nathaniel Affan is a handsome, intelligent man and a good-hearted person, though a bit indifferent.and surely he is a figure that Nita greatly admired, even more than that. Nathan is the very figure Nita loves.
But unfortunately Nita never told Nathan.Nita immediately rushed to Nathan.
"Hey, ugly!" Nita greets Nathan.
Nathan ignored Nita for a second, still in his position.
"Hey ugly, you hear me no?" Said Nita with a face look sullen.
Nathan still ignores Nita.
"Okay, Fine.than I'm silent is not clear waiting for you to realize, I better go "Nita said as he rose from his position.
But when Nita wants to get up to go, Nathan with Respect withdraws Nita's hand to cause Nita to fall right beside Nathan who is lying down.Both eyes of the man who in this Asmara drunken met.
Instantly the atmosphere became silent and For a long time they both saw and cared for every sculpture of the face created by God. How powerful is the power of God who created this Being Human Beings.
Both spoke to each other while giving praise to each other.both of them realized from the hypnotic that smells love it.
"My guess is right," Nathan said in a nonchalant style.
"Really what?" Ask Nita.
"Yeah, my guess is right .. if you're really ugly, Haha," Nathan said, ruffling Nita's hair spoiled and leaving.for some reason every time Nathan does that Nita looks very happy.
"nosy you," Said Nita as she got up and chased Nathan. Again repeated a smile visible from her tiny face.
A few months have passed, And now Nita, and Nathan and his other friends are being busy to face the Trials.because they feel not smart enough in Mathematics Subjects.
Nita realized she had to ask someone for help. And the right person according to him is Nathan. Because in addition to getting knowledge, Nita can also be together and spend longer time with Nathan. All needs have been prepared.
Nathan also approved Nita's request.how could it not be, Nathan would have refused that one woman's request, as he also had a taste for Nita. A figure he knew by accident the first time he entered this school.
After school both of them promised to study together.using Motorcycles, Nita and Nathan went to the City Park to study.
"Nathan, if for this answer, what's the formula?" Tanya Nita with her innocent face.
"You are stupid yes, cook you forget this is the same as we learned in school this formula". Said Nathan while pinching Nita's cheeks with Spoiled.
"Nathan..you are so mean to me, I forgot.eat it you have to teach me right. Oya, Out put the formula continue what else ?. I am confused, teach again yes? ", Ask Nita.
Nathan had been paying attention to Nita, who, with his innocent face, was puzzled for answers to the problem he was working on. "Nathan ..." Said Nita.
Nita saw what Nathan had done for ignoring her.for a few moments the two eyes meet again. But as soon as possible Nita wake up from Nathan's gaze.
"Nathan ..." Said Nita half shouted. Nathan also realized, with a stammer he tried to answer the call Nita.
"A .. oo .. A, i .. yes .. what number was you want to ask what was." Nathan said with a halt.aware of Nathan's behavior, Nita immediately answered Nathan's question.
"This, I am confused, after it is inserted the number, continue to do again.I am really confused.Why can not the answer?" Said Nita while scratching her head that does not itch.
"Oh, this .. wait ya ... Let's add 4x + y = so hem we dating only?"
Nita's heart was beating very fast.the phrase that Nita had hoped to get out of Nathan's mouth was finally achieved as well.
"Yeah, I will," Nita said firmly.
Both of them smiled for a moment. And both of them left the Garden by hand in hand.
The night began to darken, the moon also showed bright light.Nita immediately closed the curtains of her room while lying down on the mattress.
His memory still remembers clearly, how Nathan with his style of affection for him. Nita feels she's been hypnotized and Nita still does not believe she's dating Nathan.
The clock has been at 11pm.nita immediately turns off her room lights and immediately sleeps while hoping to dream of Nathan's figure.
The streets of the Capital are back in a swoop only a few vehicles are seen passing by. The city lights were also visible as gleaming as fireflies gathered cheerfully.
Finally everything about the graduation exam has passed.and there were cheers from Shiva / SMA 1 high school students who seemed very excited about having been graduated.
Seen Nita and Nathan were sitting together under the school's back tree, Nathan's favorite spot.
"Happy yes, finally graduated as well" said Nita with a smile expands.
"Yeah, soon we'll go to college and hold the status as a student." Nathan said as he stroked her hair.
"Lecture ... Lazy ah".Nita said.
"Why is lazy .. Education is important.You know not, there are a lot of people out there who want to go to college, but can not because of cost limitations while you have good chances and opportunities.But you refuse and you say lazily lecture, "Nathan said firmly.
"Start nag ... Okay .. Okay .. Okay father Nathan I'm joking I'm going to college because education is important.probably in Jakarta "said nita.
"yes, so much better". Nathan said as he stroked her hair and laid her lover's head against her shoulder.
"If you are .. Where are you going to study in Jakarta, right?" Nita asked as she clasped Nathan's hand.
"Emm, I'm going to college in Bandung.there is a good Faculty of Communication Science. "Nathan said.
Hearing what Nathan said, Nita was shocked and released her grip from Nathan's hand.
"You are wicked, why are you studying there, and in Jakarta there are also many faculties of Komunasian Science that are not too good, you want to leave me?" Said Nita aambil holding her tears.
"Not that I want to leave you.I can not refuse my Parent's request. Besides, I've been accepted in the Faculty. The day after tomorrow I'm leaving. I will miss you very much, "Nathan said as he moved from his seat and went away.
Nita really did not understand by the way of the man who is very in love it.how could Nathan leave him.
At night, Nathan intends to invite Nita for Dinner at one of the famous cafes in Kotanya, as a farewell greeting from him. Nita looks so beautiful tonight. By wearing a white dress, the nita looks more dazzling than usual.Dinner atmosphere was quiet and romantic in addition to the melodious music that made the night feel more perfect.
Unfortunately All the time, Nita just stays silent and only answers Nathan's question with a short answer.seeing Nita's numbness, Nathan dared to ask.
"Why, if you just said nothing, if I ask you just answer yes, hmm, no, please tell me." Nathan said, clutching Nita's hand.
Nita just smiled bitterly.
"Nita, hey, look at me ... What's up?" Ask Nathan. Nita can not stop her tears anymore.the tears broke out instantly.
"I do not want you to go Nathan ... I do not want to, I please cancel your intention to leave." Nita said sadly. For the first time Nathan saw his lover crying. And the person who causes Nita to cry is Nathan, himself.
"Nita, listen to me.You do not need to be sad like this.shame to look at people, Nita whiny cook.already ya crying. "Nathan said as he wiped the tears flowing from his eyelids.
"Nathan, I beg you." Nita said with great anticipation.
"Nita can not, I can not disappoint my parents, anyway we can still meet you.You just calm down, I'll meet you every single month .. Ok ..yes do not cry anymore. "Nathan said with great tenderness.
Hearing Nathan's words, Nita was a little relieved, though her displeasure to part with Nathan was greater. Dinner ended in silence.Nathan immediately drove Nita home.
"You know not Nathan, I'm still not ready to go through my days without you," Nita told himself.
It had been more than a month since Nathan's departure, the days Nita had gone through with his equivalent and felt very ordinary.this week Nathan should visit Nita.
But unfortunately Nathan still has not revealed his nose at all. Because it can no longer bear the longing deep. Nita went to Bandung to meet Nathan. Finally Nita arrived in a minimalist Pavillun.
That's where Nathan stayed.with hopeful steps Nita ventured to knock on the door. And when it opened, how happy was she because she could see the figure she loved so much.Her tears immediately dropped and marked the dewy dew.
"Nita, I really did not think you were here." Nathan said with a surprised face.
"I really miss you Nathan," Nita said with her innocent face.
"You think I'm not, I really miss you so sorry, I did not visit you, because I'm so busy.oo yeah, how's your college? Ask Nathan while giving a glass of cappuccino to Nita.
"I'm no longer college ...." Said Nita while gulping Cappuccino.
"Why?" Nathan asked curiously.
"I feel that the course I'm living is not my world, and now I'm in a Writing-Writing world, well, I'm a writer.I've also convinced my parents and Family if I want to be a writer. And they agree ".
"Oo yeah, this is my first Draft Novel It's Someone At the Crossroads Do not forget to read it?" Said Nita with Steady.
"Okay, I'll read it later."
"Promise me…."
"Yes ..." Nathan said.
Both spent the beautiful night together.
Since then, the relationship is both re-established.but after a few months later Nita and Nathan's relationship went back, finally they decided to split up.
Both are continuing their respective activities.nita with his busy life as a writer is very felt this month, because his novel so much loved and he also get some awards as the best writer and novel bestseller.
Hearing the news about Nita is so intense preached because of its success it makes Nathan curious about the contents of the story on the novel given Nita.
Nathan took the novel which he had forgotten.read every word and phrase contained in the novel ..
"Man at the crossroads ..."
He is a man who always bigung determine direction. Turn right, turn left, or straight. He just knows he has to keep going. Can not stop.
Arrived at a point when the impasse blocked him from choosing to quit, or he chose to retreat back.because what's important to him is to go on and on.
Without realizing it, tears were dripping from his Mother's eyelids. He is very sorry that during this time choose to part from Nifa. However, he can not do much.
Nathan's parents did not allow him to establish relationships with different women. His religion was where Nathan was a Muslim and a Non-Muslim Milli.at first he ignored and not too concerned about it.
But over time and also because her parents know her relationship with Nita. Firmly his parents refused. Nathan was forced to deceive his love.
Actually There are no rules when loving, because you never know with whom you will fall in love.he never understood Why God created humanity is different but God must still be worshiped should be in one way? Therefore God created Love, so that different can stay together. Nathan also intends to meet Nita.
With determination that Nathan certainly meet Nita who at that time was gathered with my high school friends first.how shocked Nita is to see Nathan also present to celebrate his success as a writer.
"Hi Nita, how are you?" Nathan asked as he sat next to Nita. Seen a confused and unbelieving face of Nita, seeing the figure that had been going to come back.so it is with other friends.
But the figure who was not happy to see the arrival of Nathan is Gilang.
"Nita, I've read your Novel, the story is great". Nathan said.
"thank you ..." replied the brief nita
"Nathan, come on, this is my friend Gilang." Said Nita.
They shook hands.has changed a lot from Nita but one is sure, Nita more beautiful and more mature.
Since parting from Nathan, the person who always accompanied Nita is Gilang, although Gilang had expressed his feelings for Nita, but Nita did not want to weave her in a bond.because far from the depths of his heart, he still expected Nathan.
Since the return of Nathan, make the relationship both re-established.and that afternoon, precisely at Nita Place work they meet each other.
And Nathan also ventured back to express love for Nita, even though her parents strongly rejected her relationship because of the problem of religious differences that became obstacles.
And by the time Nathan breaks his relationship from Nita, Nita does not know the cause of it all because of the issue of religious difference.
Nathan went immediately to Nita.
"Nita.we can talk for a while .. "Ask Nathan, Nita just nodded.
"Nita, I want .. we're back together again, I still love you, you too?" Ask Nathan.holding her hand.
"Wait for Nathan, I have not answered," Nita said as he let go of Nathan's hand.
"Why..?" Nathan asked confusedly.
"I can not Nathan .. I'm tired of waiting for you, forget you ..." Said Nita with a sad face.
"Yes, but Nita ...?"
"You are so good to come to my life, and go again!"
"Mili, I went not to leave you, but to be immortal with you" Nathan said.
"Nathan ..I'm tired of waiting for you Nathan. You come to my life and give me hope, then you go away for no apparent reason, I want the same as clear. "
"I love you Nita.You do not know how I feel. "
"You're too gray for me, and I'm tired of your uncertainty all along," Nita said.
After saying the word, Nita immediately left Nathan who was still pensive.
If only Nita knew, the reason that made Nathan leave Nita because of the difference of religion, maybe this will not happen and surely Nita will not suffer like this.
Due to failing to get his love back, Nathan also intends to go out of Indonesia.he immediately flew Into Paris to calm himself, as well as to finish his work there for a very long time.but before leaving for Paris, Nathan took the time to send a letter to Nita. "
His heart was so cut through to see many young people in Paris to each other to enjoy the beauty of the Eiffel Tower at the moment the sunset sinking.
Imagine, he enjoys dazzling dusk under the Shadow of the Eiffel tower alone without the company of his beloved figure.Meanwhile, Nita still sits at her desk while reading Nathan's letter.
Today, you must be very happy. I'm happy too. Because from where I am I'm sure I can see you. Seeing you smile. Although I can not touch you anymore.
Forgive me for leaving you. But actually I never really did it.I'm not leaving to leave you. But it becomes immortal with you.
I'm not a writer.
I just want to quote one of the writings in your first novel. Where the character always feels through a strange way. Looking, somehow. Running, for nothing. Hundreds of intersections were skipped and ignored.
Until longing was transformed into a shadow along the way. I'm the character.and my longing will be my shadow. The longing for one day belongs to us.at an intersection where we first met.
Nita is very sorry for not accepting Nathan back to be her lover, Nita has also known the reason why Nathan did not keep her promise to meet her every single month.
A few months ago, precisely after 3 months of Nathan's departure to Paris, while Nita was walking down the Mall, she accidentally met Nikki, Nathan's younger brother who was very attentive to his brother's relationship.nikki explained everything to Nita.
Since then Nita's feelings have become uncomfortable. Because it could not bear to stem the feelings, Nita was moved from his seat and immediately went into the room to pick up some necessary items during Paris later. Nita flies to Paris to follow Nathan.
Already One Week passed, Nita's search continued.because Nita's fatigue stopped under the dim light of the Eiffel Tower.
It was a beautiful Eiffel Tower that night, just above it the moon shining on every corner of Paris, the country that dubbed the Most Romantic place in the World.
For some reason, suddenly Nita's heart was beating so fast. And as he looks back.how shocked Nita was because she found Nathan's figure in the moonlight at that moment.
"You're getting handsome Nathan ..." Nita the heart.
And keduannya also look at each other for a long time. There was a smile on his face.
And under the auspices of the Eiffel Tower that night adds to the wonderful meeting of two humans who are in this love affair. Because true Love always comes at the right time, the right time, and the right place. And he never got lost.
Then Nita returned to Indonesia, and the plane he was traveling in was an accident.how destructive Nathan's heart was.
We are not Istiqlal nor cathedral, but if they animate, will they fall in love.
So many short stories from me, steemit positive greetings, hopefully we will not waste what is in our lives.