I asked him if he is with me
Or lost in someone else's dream ?
I asked him if I am her sunshine
Or I am her beam ?
But as usual he was in photograph just front of my face,
Whenever I look at him I always get glow and get a grace.
But still I have a doubt he went for a date with someone else,
And sometimes I wait for him that he will come back home and ring bells.
But at the end of the day I know he is not coming back,
He is in another world for god sake,
Still the hope is there in my heart
That no god can do us apart.
I still doubt his love for me
How can he leave me without any goodbye,
I can do nothing about it but sigh.
I remember he said he'll be back before going to war,
I thought its just another task for which he is going this far.
But I didn't know that was the last time I am seeing my soul-mate,
I didn't know that this is what written in my fate.
The news which changed my life realeased on 13th december.
But I feel proud that he is the martyr, that everybody will remember.
I know the truth of him never coming home,
But still i do make up and comb.
In the hope that maybe he'll come back with a bouquet full of flowers in his arm,
As my hope is fake but a support for making me calm.
I know his love was true not for me but for his country,
He is my world and he was and he will remain my whole country.
I am saying this not under the pressure of the society but I am saying it bluntry.
Four years have passed still he is with me not in real life but in picture of a paper,
My tears are not my weakness its a cloud of my emotions in the form of vapour.
You went but you will be in our memory
You stay In the sake of red tulips
The lucky ones love way O Martyrs
We're going to go but you stay
Wow that's really cool
You're a good poet
Appreciate that