I pretty much have the same view on life and death, that we are all a form of energy living inside the body. In which our mind shapes our world, probably being far from reality. But whether this is true or not, or whether one were to go to heaven or not. Death will always remain a scary thing, inevitably waiting for us to knock on its doorsteps...
I fully agree with you, it sometimes scares me. I just have a hard time understanding it all sometimes. just a soul trying to find my purpose I suppose.