I MISS YOU 😢😢(POETRY)

I pretend that I'm over you ignoring reality and imprisoning my feelings until i feel nothing new.
Its like these wounds have become scars and the pains never go away
I used to say you were the one for me and thats the subconscious trap that i got me in, and i know i have to set me free. Cos it shouldn't hurt this bad if it was meant to be
Mentally its just so much pressure. I wish you wouldn't be telling me that i was special then turn around and treat me like i was something you had to get rid of.
Like a bad itch thats hard to reach. I really must get you pissed off.
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I swear i wouldnt be calling you. I leave you alone.
A couple of weeks past now im picking the phone Hanging on to the dail tone cos u never pick up.
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And when u finally do u'de say ure busy that you will call me right back, but you never do
So I'm back to square one tryna get over you again
Hating myself now for putting myself out. I know i must let you go cos if i dont, i might never know what life has got in store, maybe something more
I MISS YOU
and as simply as that can be said, its the whole truth