All you have to do is to write. Stop making it a big deal. Do what you have to do to find that connection with writing. Writing frequently will enable you grow.
Hahahahahsh you just reminded of something. And that is : sometimes, it becomes such a big deal to write. You got at me her
lol. Never knew you could face such, because you seem to write flawlessly and effortless. I sometimes wish I were you, when I struggle to write.