I breathe cigarettes in my hands deeply.
"tumben-tumbenan lo ngudud Ri," Indra commented half-mocked. that afternoon me and Indra sitting on the balcony wall enjoying 'skipping together' that day.
"You think I'm a sissy?" replied me.
"eits..don't wrong, sissy also ngudud."
"ngudud beneran or what ya? who clearly dong kalo ngomong."
Indra laughed broadly.
"that's Ri Ri's hobby."
"Unclean, I do not want to be paid too much."
"so do you want to be paid?"
it was my turn to laugh.
"Do not discuss your past," I said.
it was then that Indra's door was open and Meva came out walking rather staggered. the bandages on both legs would have made him uncomfortable.
"Where are you going?" Indra asked her.
"it's useless not to be answered," I reminded her.
"going to my camera."
I looked surprised. mixed up my feelings. is not one girl talking? what I was wrong to hear yaa? ah, this time I just hallucinated as if he was talking.
"lo mostly sins .." Indra whispered then tekekeh amused.
I just sneered softly.
"need help?" said Indra again to Meva.
"no need, I can be alone," Meva replied without looking back at us.
real loh, that girl talking!
I and Indra looked at each other.
"but if I did not want to talk about him," I grumbled irritably.
my eyes staring closely at her figure. he finally got in front of the room and went inside.
"As long as he's gone, I'll change the mattress sheets first." Indra rushed to his room and ten minutes later he was back again with his favorite brown guitar.
"I think this month I overwhelmed ya," he said. "must buy clothes the same as new sheets, because of the girl." he poked his mouth toward the door of Meva's room.
"Tuh lucky girl girl?"
"Shhhhh ... do not kenceng-kenceng he hears angry you know."
"yes I pelanin deh my voice," I deliberately bounce the volume of my voice.
Indra like whispering the phrase 'Dingle!' but I do not know if I'm not sure because he usually says 'stupid lu!'.
"If I do not want to judge it too early about the girl," said Indra. "what I'm thinking now is what we have to do with him, let us not get the impact of his strange behavior, I'm sure he still has the possibility of attacking the people around him."
"but he's just hurting himself, the doctor himself said that?"
"yes I know so, boss alert, alert."
"If I'm not afraid he'll attack us, I'm afraid I can not afford emotion because he's ignored by him!"
"hahaha .... it depends on you, mostly sin."
"I still have a lot of reward stock, so calm down."
"kalo sin more ya just useless aja lah," Indra grinning wide. "Eh, but he's not completely ignorant .. I was to the camera right .. buried the same medicine already he ate tuh."
"It's great that he can be a laper anyway."
the cigarette in my hand is gone. I throw the carelessly down.
"do not you have the Meva?" I asked.
"I'm obviously concerned that I do not imagine if I have such a strange thing, iiiihh ... I swear to my horror."
"What do you think we should do?"
"why not let it be ya ya ya ya we are not anybody we know not baseball, but whose name is wary ya tetep kudu guarded, let us the most deket same kamer him, kamer next to him already move.
"moved? Mang Eko with his wife emang move where? why I never see them hauling goods?"
"yes iyalah will not know, elo still ngayap mulu, they've long moved really, get two months it is said he moved to Gempol so let me more deket to work place."
I nod slowly.
"by the way how easy do ya?" Indra asked.
"You guys have a guitar right? ya just live sing aja."
"what song? request deh, keep salamnya for greeting aja?"
"haha..lo said request song on the radio?" I lit another cigarette. pretty is free, this cigarette is Indra. I suddenly remembered something. "eh, the song is coming Jamrud aja fame right now lo lo right?"
"Which one?"
"the story of a wall clock can laugh."
"oh that, I know really, but lo who sang yaa."
I nodded
Indra began preoccupied with his guitar. I was singing. while singing the lyrics to Meva's room, wishing the door was open and she came to this place. I think this song is more suitable sung duet with girls. like that time of the night ..
hey..heyy ... is she bummer? make kesel? how can I ngarepin him sticking up singing together here?
ah, very body. I continued singing until Indra surrendered and gave the guitar to me.
"Sleepy ah," he said and headed to my room.
I'm silent. dont sing ya sing alone. I went to Meva's room. standing at the door and knocking on it. no answer.
I tap again. and this time it was clear the sound in my ears. the cry of a woman .....