Yeah, those kind of "messages" do need to sink in I guess.
I had an incredibly intense acid trip once, probably somebody slipped when applying the sugarcube... well, I'm not going to get into the details but the experience stuck with me for years before it started making sense and could have its effect. Some unspeakable truth that did teach me a lot about my relationship with myself...
but ayahusaca ... I dunno ... somehow feels like i'll have to do that one day many years down the road.