It's such a pleasure finding one of your posts in my feed. I never thought about synthetic as a fetish. I guess I always associated things like latex and futuristic gear with a semblance of anonymity that we're so desperate for.
the moments go by so fast, we never get properly acquainted with any one of them.
When I start thinking like that, I think of rollercoasters (which I love, but am also terrified of), and how during the ride, I'll always try to savor it as much as I can, to remember every moment. And then I realize I'm so focused on remembering it all that I'm not actually living it - so how could I remember, afterward, something not even experienced?
In a way, "shut up and enjoy the ride" is a comforting attitude.
Not that I think you should. Shut up, I mean. I hope you don't for a very long time to come. :)
Tell me something I already know.
Maybe it's time to buy a new mattress :)
Yeah, when you start thinking about making memories for the future, it sure gets hard to be "spontaneous." Maybe it's better to just live, and let the memories sort themselves out.