Dear mom and the worst part is, it doesn't hurt to let you go. It hurts to let the dream go.
That is very relatable. Not within my immediate family, but it's definitely a great bitterness (I imagine made more so by proximity). What a beautiful write-up from a messy situation. You're a fantastic writer, as I'm sure I've said before. I hope it gives you some relief.
Thank you, @honeydue. It does indeed. A good catharsis.