What a pathetic story!
My dear i understand how you feel ......nothing could ever replace our mother's love.
But God who promise to be a parent to those that have none will never allow you to lack anything both in love and advise...
When its time to bless you with your better half....He will bless you with a virtuous woman that will be your backbone.
Amen to your prayers and may my God bless you
Amen and Amen.
Thanks my dear friend