I'm not a shy teen anymore but I do day-dream all the time when I'm in love. :D
“Don’t fucking bother!” - Wow, this sounds so cruel that makes me believe that the story is a fiction.
However, your feelings are described so well that they seems true; thus, I can't make a guess this time.
Cheers! : )
Yeah, the arsehole really did say that.
I hope no one ever said the same thing to his daughter.