Monday 17th April - The Diary of A Modern Man.
I'm feeling confused, it was only less than a month ago that I was feeling crazy about Emma B, and yet here I am unable to stop thinking about my new Emma. After feeling sure I was ready to settle down and that I wanted it to be with Emma B, it's a real kick in the balls that I'm already feeling this way about Emma.
I still think about Amber from time to time but I don't get the urge to contact her as much, I even saw on Facebook that her friend has recently died, and I still didn't have an urge to message her. Whilst with Emma, I always look forward to seeing her, I smile when she texts me and always look towards her at work. I appreciate I fell this way every time I speak to a new girl, and despite these feelings being much weaker than they were with Emma B I'm still conflicted. It's very depressing.
I feel really lost.
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