Suicidal Night #4

in #writing7 years ago (edited)

Excuse me for this kind of content if you don't like it, I just wanted to express what I feel and take out my imagination, I hope you understand, thank you very much


It was late, like 3 am, I was in my room, like every night thinking about you, I can not even express myself how I feel, because it's just unexpressable, I feel so lonely, so empty, so broke.
I remember all about you and my eyes start to cry, I can not help it, just happen, I know that you're happy now, with another guy, wich I hope you do not treat you like shit, like I did.
In spite of everything, I love you, I will love you until the day I die, because today is that day.
At the end I could not hold it, I feel like my heart, it's turning its fire off with time, every day that passes, I feel more and more empty, I just smoke a lot, to try to forget you, but obviously I can not, maybe if threre's a new life I can find you, and I promise that I will treat like you deserve.
I miss you, a lot, I love you my girl, I'll be always yours, even if you do not wanna be mine, or even if you totally forget about me, as you have already done.
Good night everyone. It has been a magnific and shitty life.
Bye.


Don't let the heartbreak overcome you, please, I'm beggin you as a person who has gone through the same, it's not healthy, and die for someone else is not worth it, because in the end, yes That person even gets to know, and it hurts even a bit, soon forget your existence completely.
So please, live your life like what you like, but live good, have good friends, get in love many times, but if you finished broken, let it happen, grow up, and moving on.

Thanks for reading, I promise that I will not write this kind of writtes anymore, not so much at least, it's just my feelings, and I think that Steemit it's a good way to vent, once again, Thank you so much.


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