started when i was an unsocialize kid in primary school. During primary school, i was too shy to talk to people, so some of my classmates would call me names, as it was uncommon. I was use to it, so i did not mind it...and somewhere in my heart i really would like to have a friend to play with.
Even though at the end of my primary school, i did not make any friends, i did talk to some of my classmates during class.
Soon after graduating primary school, i was preparing to go secondary school. I was both nervous and excited to go my new school, however i was nervous to do a self-introduction about myself as i am afraid that my classmates would calls me names again. However to my surprise, my secondary school life was fun and full of excitement. I met my first best friend at the school and she would often introduce me to her friends too, even though it was awkward at times, i would try to bring up the courage to talk with them. Overall my life in my secondary school was really great!! Especially the part when i am being encourage to do something with them, having fun with them and studying with them.
After my life in my secondary school, i would still contact my best friend. Unfortunately, we are unable to go to the same school after that. Under the condition of a unfamiliar environment, i felt nervous and scared, as if i had returned back to my primary school. I did not think that anyone would want to be my friend and i felt really insecured, until one of the classmate took the first step to talk to me, she was my other best friend, she was kind, funny and more socialize than me. She helped me cope with my problems and try to break the ice around me. I am really grateful to her as i know that without the support of my friends, i would still be in my own world and not going out with anyone.