Look, I want to like you, and I want to help you, but we have a process and a responsibility to our benefactors. You cannot keep using our material or name without our approval, and I'm unsure what would make you believe it is okay to ever do so.
You've been given instructions and you are in our community now already, having arrived only last night. As I told you, we do not dispense funds to total strangers who have not demonstrated themselves as proper actors on the platform.
Take your time. We will get to know you, and we will see how things work out.