Lovely friend, I have know idea what your going through right now, only God knows. I became very mentally ill at the birth of my first child. They called it severe “ Postpartum psychosis.” It happens frequently to women, after childbirth. During this period of time, I lost my mind completely. I could only see visions in my head after awhile, I couldn’t see actual reality, I couldn’t see someone’s face, I couldn’t here them when they spoke to me. My family and friends gathered around me, and tried to snap me out of it, but couldn’t succeed. They couldn’t take care of me anymore after so long, I quit eating, and they finally put me in a mental facility in a regular hospital, which they never wanted to do. I was in the hospital for eight days, my darling husband, family, and friends, thought they had lost me forever, never to return, but by Gods Grace, he awakened me back to reality. I remember many visions that I had seen in my mind, some nice, some frightening, but throughout it all, I felt Gods presence with me every step of the way. I could feel Him with me, helping me through it, never letting me go. I was 28 years old when this all took place, loosing my life for several months, I’ve learned something precious, I don’t take my life for granted, and the most precious gift there could ever be, I met God, and without this tremendous painful experience, that He allowed me to go through, I probably would have never known Him. At the time, I did not know no Jesus. I never went to church, never read about his life, I knew nothing about God. After I had seen he held my hand through the darkest period of my life, there was know doubt in my mind that He wasn’t real. If you haven’t prayed for help friend, I urge you, please give Jesus a try, you may be surprised on what you might receive, comfort, peace, guidance, you have to ask to receive, that’s how you build a relationship with Him. He allows people to come to the “end of there rope, through pain and suffering, sometimes it’s the only way to get people to ask Him for help, I’ve been there friend. I pray for you deeply dear that you will be blessed! Remember this, the Bible says that He loves us all, and you are worthy of salvation, like I was. As you can see, we all love you, you have many friends❣️
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