Thank you ever so much for the support, kindness and words of wisdom. I am certainly struggling, but holding on as best as I can.
I've had a lot of technical issues with my computer and things keep going wrong but I keep striving to fix them. I'll get there soon hopefully.
I'm really touched by the way you described the whole experience of this contest. It has been such a great journey building it and the family of people it has created.
Sorry for the very late response, it's been a tough emotional roller coaster for me and the mental anguish I've been feeling has started to develop in physical forms.
I have received my belongings from the shipping company and have spent the last week trying to set up my life back in my hometown. It's quite difficult because I've been out of touch with city life for many years and don't have a recent/active CV to apply to jobs with.
Still hanging in their though, it is super difficult and I have some really bad head days and end up spacing out or sleep through most of it.
Thank you so much for the care and love you show me!
I will be praying for you everyday my friend, that all will work out perfectly for you, I wish I where there to somehow help you out! Hang in there , bless you, and thank you for your reply.