• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  Tomorrow is such a highly misleading word

  Tomorrow is such a highly misleading word that infuriates as well as devastates— because hope is too optimistic; some days, I just want to kick hope right in the guts and tell it…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #humble • 6 years ago

  Yes, the grief did soften me but at the same time it makes me want to kill myself

  I wake up every morning and wish I were dead. No, my suffering did not strengthen me. There are days I get six panic attacks in three hours. Times I can't take a shower because…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #art • 6 years ago

  have to live in a world where things are possible

  I have to live in a world where things are possible. The part of me that lives beyond all other things needs to live in possibility- in a chance that things, good things, must…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  For me the hardest part is once someone decides

  who you are, you are stuck in that position. So anything that you do that doesn’t align with that persona, seems strange and out of character. Sometimes it’s best to keep part of…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  Sometimes if we will always stay in our comfort

  Sometimes if we will always stay in our comfort zones, we will not be able to discover what's outside the box. We will not be able to know what are the other things/feelings we…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  Catherine Thank you so much for filling every aspect

  Catherine Thank you so much for filling every aspect of all my spaces to make me a better person in every best and most loving ways there is through your love, I love you so much…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  think your "warmth" is something between being positive or negative, while positive thinking is all

  I think your "warmth" is something between being positive or negative, while positive thinking is all about seeing the bright side in almost everything and belittle the bad…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  Positive and negative are energies. They co-exist. Positivity invalidates nothing. Warmth is more like a product of positivity, no? You failed an exam

  Positive and negative are energies. They co-exist. Positivity invalidates nothing. Warmth is more like a product of positivity, no? You failed an exam and someone offers you an…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #realty • 6 years ago

  when I told you I was gonna give you the warmth you deserve because you w

  Jc Bagtas, remember when I told you I was gonna give you the warmth you deserve because you were cold. Remember ĺ I told you I like vanilla ice cream and whenever I'm sad or…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  we just can't love someone with a broken heart . we have to gather all the pieces of our poor broken

  we just can't love someone with a broken heart . we have to gather all the pieces of our poor broken heart first , fix it . Then , our heart will be ready to love someone again .…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  a lifelong battle to love and accept

  It's a lifelong battle to love and accept yourself. I don't think we have to reject our little quirks that make us unique - even if they are sometimes perceived as negative or…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  There's someone do all of this

  There's someone do all of this and more for comfortable of someone But by the time she will hate you at all And look for someone better

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #reality • 6 years ago

  heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the

  "I heard what you said. I’m not the silly romantic you think. I don’t want the heavens or the shooting stars. I don’t want gemstones or gold. I have those things already. I want…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #life • 6 years ago

  am lost. I am a lost soul roaming this earth.

  I am lost. I am a lost soul roaming this earth. I don't know who I am. Or who I want to be. Am i the artist? Am I the writer? Am I broken? Or is it just the dissatisfaction? I…

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   14 0
• ahmed.borch (38)in #life • 6 years ago

  Life is all about waiting

  God created only one measure in life which is time Time is to indicate when you do anything and when anything happens according to his suitability for your goodness We study…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #life • 6 years ago

  you found someone just like you; someone

  If you found someone just like you; someone who have a similar taste in music, movies, books. Someone who laugh at your jokes. Likes what you like and have a similar mind and…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #life • 7 years ago

  just had this moment. I didnt even knew i was

  I just had this moment. I didnt even knew i was gonna cry and then i realized i was just doing something that i once did before and basically that was the start of the worst time…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #esteem • 7 years ago

  think I had enough of crying. I cried to almost all

  I think I had enough of crying. I cried to almost all of my exes because they were the one who left me and I had it all. All the pain in the world, that is why I can't just…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #esteem • 7 years ago

  🌷How do I tell you how much I miss you in a way that will make your heart ache the same way that mine does🌷

  I miss not missing. But, to be honest, it is inevitable. Attachment. Touching a soul. Trying to know their world. Expecting myself to do better. Expecting more out of myself.…

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• ahmed.borch (38)in #life • 7 years ago

  Life is not always an equal give-and-take.

  One needs to give more than the other while the other gives lesser. But if you really do something out of passion, you dont expect something in return. We love people not…

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